I sit alone and wonder,
is the laughter I hear aimed at me
or is just the sound of people having fun
Is it normal to feel so alone
surrounded by so many people
I hear the joy
I feel the pain
surrounded yet alone, its just me
Alone with only my thoughts
I feel the night air
I want to get lost in the dark
left alone to wander in the black please
take me back to when there was no pain
I hear the joy
I feel the pain
surrounded yet alone, its just me
I see the same on so many faces
no pain just joy
are they hiding behind a mask
or is it just me
I hear the joy
I feel the pain
surrounded yet alone, its just me.
That's how I feel today for sure. Well I do that alot w/people around me that's why I can't go out. People just freak me out.Your the only one that I don't have strange nontrusting feelings with. I am running away from that 1 friend I thought I had in Alabama All they do is hurt me. So I want to hide in my shell. I don't kw what to do.
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